*Perhaps this is the interview we have all been waiting for since their break-up.

Jennifer Lopez opened up on her unsuccessful relationships of her career past, including her Sean “Puffy” Combs fling.

On a special VH1 “Behind the Music” exclusive, Lopez said Puffy was the one to fall first.

“He was like, ‘I love you’. Right away. It was very fast, but we did have a connection. We did fall in love and we were very close. But my relationship with him was always something I knew would end… It started out as something very pure and innocent….but it did get ugly – it did get sordid,” she said.

Lopez went through a lot. Even her sister told her that he wasn’t the man for her, saying that he “was not the person in that relationship that he should’ve been and he did not take care of her or treat her the way he should have.”

She shared that the former couple had some conflicting relationship views that added to the friction.

Check out the show here: